Just Fuck It All.

I know, I'm on vacation. Why am I thinking about this?

Mainly because, I'm scared to death. I don't want to go back. I don't want to go back and find that I don't belong anywhere.

I don't want to be alone.

But that's what I've made myself to be.

What am I doing?

I'm going to stop thinking about that for now. Just for now.

Right now, I'm in... Minneapolis? Somewhere in the U.S.. ahahaaa I visited the Mall of America~ It's a lot nicer than WEM, but still, I kind of like WEM more. So much easier to find things. LOL Tomorrow we're actually going to BUY stuff. Today, we just ate. First at Tiger Sushi. Holy fuck, the food was fucking horrible. Bad service, too. The only thing that probably TASTED like SOMETHING RIGHT was the tako (octopus)... and the cucumbers. ROFL.

This is the dish of takos.
You see how we ate it all. Including the cucumbers. My brother, in his desperation, started to eat the cucumbers dipped in soy sauce.

Then we went to... uh... some steak place. It was actually pretty good, but... It's not Alberta beef. The steak was kind of chewy, but it tasted pretty good. ^^ The mash potatoes were made bad, but still yummy. Don't tell my dad, he dissed a lot of stuff. ahahaha, and I don't know if it's normal here, but the service here sucks... it's worse than in E-town. God... -sighs and shakes head- you know what's ridiculous? Bacon wrapped scallops is served as a main dish and costs TWENTY-FOUR dollars (AMERICAN). So fucking ridiculous.

Right now we're staying in Ramada hotel. We wanted to stay at Super 8 since it's cheaper and nicer, but... it's so far from the MoA. LOL So yeah, we just stayed here, I hope I can get up early tomorrow.

Oh and, no offense, but American people in this town are so... ugh, god. Like people just turn and look. They aren't even secretive about looking. They just gawk. I mean, maybe I looked a little silly. My hair's not in the best condition, I was probably the only girl wearing dark blue skinny jeans, and NOT short shorts. Still, people, you don't just turn and STARE. Jesus.

I'll make an AMAZING blog post about my whole trip when I get to my destination.
じゃ！またね～！
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