I should seriously be working on the blog that's like, full of picture from my trip and shit... but it's been hectic.
Good news(-ish?): I got a call from Joe's~ ("!"?)
I really don't know if that's a good thing.Uhm... I think that's it? ROFL. Well, hm, I guess you could count the awesome pictures I got. They're so high quality~ yay for new phone~ ^^
Bad news: Just... stuff.
I don't know. I'm always feeling a little crazy nowadays.
Let's just say, I know I have a serious emotional problem.
I'm not going to talk a lot about this for now. I want to be happy a little longer.
Don't want to spread my... I don't know, emo issues (? haha) with everyone like a attention whore.
So yeah, I'm really tired. I want to sleep some more, my eyes feel so sore, and I don't know, life is so out of place right now.
I don't think this vacation gave me a "vacation". More like, something a little more than a little bit to think about. To torture myself with.
The new school semester is coming up. I don't know if I'll make it in time... to... fix myself.
My new teacher advisor is a woman. My confidence is shot to pieces. I'm so uncomfortable with... talking, everything feels weird. I really woke up this morning and cried after talking with my TA, knowing I need to start a new life.
So what the fuck. This day was blown to pieces from the very beginning. Let's just fucking making it implode now right?
This whole post is just fucked up. Maybe if you read a little deeper, you'd be able to see how much I'm showing right now.
I'm so fucking naked right now.
I'm so fucking naked right now.I'm so fucking transparent right now.I'm... I seriously thought about how "Even if I die right now, it wouldn't make a goddamn difference. I wouldn't even get the attention I probably need. I probably wouldn't have told anyone anything about how fucked I am right now. They'd probably all just think I killed myself because I'm a attention whore."
You want to see something? Here it is.
I'm really tired.
Thanks.