For the first time in three years, I thought, "
I want to die." seriously again.
My thoughts are swirling. My anger is being pushed down. My hatred is steaming, and it's burning through my skin.
My head hurts.For the first time in three years, I don't want to go to school.
I simply don't want to go. It hurts.
Like it did three years ago.
I'm not sure why.
It hurts.
I wish I knew why.
Then maybe I could fix it.I don't feel anything. I'm not interested in anything.
I feel broken. Like how those people on TV describe
depression.
The world's spinning. And I want it to stop. And keep going. And stop. And keep going.
I want to die.
fuck.海