Grenade.

"You're supposed to get over it. not forget it. You don't learn anything that way."

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by GUNROCK @Pixiv

I’d catch a grenade for ya.
Throw my hand on a blade for ya.
I’d jump in front of a train for ya.
You know I'd do anything for ya.
I would go through all this pain. Take a bullet straight through my brain.
Yes, I would die for ya baby

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"Ignorance is bliss."

最初の一
by モゲラッタ!!@ついったー @Pixiv

But forgetting the pain, the love, the feelings you once hadThe ones you probably still have. doesn't change anything.

Instead, it not only makes you a cold, selfish, and empty person, but an unwise one. An immature one. A being incapable of understanding.
And that is what you've become.
And you can deny it all you want. Deny the truth, deny what you know is "right" and "good",
Deny yourself. Deny what you make of yourself. Deny that it is you that you are only concerned about.

That you are a selfish monstrosity. An abomination. A seeping black hole with more than a few bites out of the stars around you.

And even if you admit that, you can find all the excuses to fill in the void of why...
You can't change.
You can change others as selfishly as you want, but you can't change yourself.

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You can do this, you know? You can tie everything up with a cute little pink bow.

Dab on a few polka dots.

Clean it all out with white. Add in a few splashes of colour.

But it's getting old.

You can't stay the same colour for your whole life.

Even children snap their favourite crayon colours. You should know to do the same.

Or learn it.

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