Would I have been stupid?

"I think ur awesome"
"thank you, but even so, I don't think I'm as amazing as you bring me to be"
"I have to sleep"
"okay, I'll talk to you some other time"

"You make sure you survie so I can
know your alive"
"I can't promise you, but I'll keep it in mind"

And this was the game we played.

"... are you never drawing again?"
"I still draw"
"poems?"
"once in a while"
"but I've been busy lately
High school isn't what it turned out to be"
"glad to hear it"

Our version of light-hearted and simple.


どうにでもなれだ！
by ナカノ @Pixiv

October 22, 2009
fuck.
Abused.
Hurt.
Weak.
Broken.
Simple.We made it simple.

And I'm sorry.
I'm so, so sorry.

But at the same time, I'm not.
I'm sorry, because I died that day.
I died every time he tried to talk to me after that.

Greetings.
My name is Daniel Law.

Because I wasn't ready. I wasn't okay with it. I wasn't willing to admit what he felt when I felt it.

Because I'm still a child. And I was vulnerable. And he didn't have any right to pass those lines. Those gates. That door.

He wasn't close enough.
But maybe I would have gotten better. Since there's no other way to put it.

Thank you.

And then fuck you.

And if the saying that "a person can only fall in love once" is true,
I won't say I love you,
but I'm glad I knew you.

海