The Absurdity becomes the Norm.

廃墟
by ※Kome @Pixiv

Nothing means anything anymore.

You remind me of the time when I was almost happy.

You know my name, but you don't know me.

You walked away again. Farther than I ever walked from you.

Sometimes, I wish I could reach past everything and grab your hand and let you hurt me. It doesn't even matter if it's real.

Sometimes, I wish I could cut you down and leave you to die, but I created you. It doesn't even matter if I died.

Sometimes, I wish I could walk faster and fly farther, just to get past all of this and escape you. It doesn't even matter if it's all in vain or vengeance.

Just right now.

If I could have it all,
I would just want to let you know,
"I'm empty,
and alone."




It wouldn't even matter if you understood. As long as you heard me.
It wouldn't even matter if you tried to fix it. As long as you cared.
It wouldn't even matter if you loved me.

Because I understand. Because I hear you.

Because I try to fix it. Because I care.

Because I love you, like no one else in this world can love you.

We don't have to ever meet. We don't even have to kiss or hold hands.

We don't have to ever talk. We don't even have to know or understand everything.

We don't have to ever change. We don't even have to make-up for all this lost time.

Nothing surprises me anymore, just tell me. I won't judge you, you can tell me. There's no one else to tell, so trust me. Even if I don't agree, I'll try to understand, and I'll accept you no matter what.

The absurdity becomes the norm.

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