Journal entry ideas.

Name something you lost or gave away that can never be replaced.

That little phonebook/diary/calendar thingy I had as a child. It was like my iPod, but I liked that one so much more. Also, a narrative I wrote based on my year of suicide.

What 5 websites do you visit often, and why?

Recently: Blogger, Tumblr, Youtube, Pixiv, DeviantArt, and... Y!gal

Name a totally useless possession and how you came to acquire it.

My Jason Todd figurine and my chibi Hatsune Miku figurine... Jason was from Nina, Miku was from my brother.

What music album would be used for a movie about your life?

I don't think there is one album, but I could be wrong.

List your bad habits and/or addictions and what you have tried to rid yourself of them.

Uh, bad habits: skipping school, eating fattening food, playing on the computer. Attempted to: motivate myself, eat less and cut off fat and skin, and find something else to do with my time.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be, and what would you do if later on you changed your mind?

I would change my weight and body type. If I changed my mind, I could always get fat again.

What are your religious beliefs? Have they changed, or have they always stayed the same?

Right now, it's really a jumble. If you were to honestly ask me if I believed in God, I would probably say no, since I don't follow his rules, but if you were ask me if I believed in the existence of God, I would probably say yes. They've changed. I used to believe in God when I believed everyone believed in God.

When was your last food craving, and what did you crave?

A mint candy, just now, and I just finished eating it.

Who was your first crush and what made them special?

Didn't have one. Unless you count Yamashita Shoon, because he was fucking hot when I was thirteen and he was sixteen. He's a Japanese idol though, so I don't count it because it was more of a fan girl thing than anything. If you count fan girl love, then can I just include Robin in there as well?

Name your most cherished childhood memory.

... Oddly enough, my suicide phase. It's the one I remember the most, so I guess that one. If we're talking about based on feelings, then when I first discovered the wonders of reading and books. Artemis Fowl can go down as one of my biggest fan girl crushes ever.

Turn to an entry in your journal or diary from a year or more ago. What has changed and what has stayed the same since then?

Well, from this blog, my very first entry did not have a date. Weirdly enough. The second entry was posted on May 21, 2010. Which is close enough to almost a year ago. I talked about Kellogg's cereal. :D My mom bought Kellogg's again recently, and I still havent' found spring. Oh and I plan more often now. xD

What is one thing nobody knows about you because nobody ever cared to ask?

...Hm. Why I really moved out of my mom's house and what I went through while living with my dad. What other baggages I carry around with me. How I really feel about being a "relationship-virgin" or a "love-virgin" or something along those lines.

Robert Frost write a poem titled The Road Not Taken. Name a road you’ve always wanted to travel. Where do you hope it takes you, and what might you see on the way?

A road of love and heartbreak. A road of forgotten nights, flashing strobe lights, and smell of sex-

Right.

A road of no responsibility and choices. I hope it takes me somewhere far, clean, and comforting and isn't anywhere near the outdoors or a garden. I would probably see happiness and that girl I talk about so often on here. Yeah, the girl in the ocean, and the girl on the other side.

Name one thing you always wanted to do, but haven’t. What has prevented you from doing it?

Touch a guy's cock. I haven't because there isn't a guy who has asked me yet. What has prevented me is 1) the guy's pants, 2) his "consent", and 3) the guy.

...I'm not joking.


LOL DID YOU BELIEVE ME?!
I'm just getting bored now. I've always wanted to date a bisexual/pansexual guy. Okay, so not always. Just recently. It's obvious as to why, but major reason is because I haven't met one yet.

Write about your first kiss. Was it everything you wished or hoped it would be?

I haven't had one, can't write about it, but if I don't get it before I graduate, I'll give it out at a drunk party.

What was the worst mistake or decision you have ever made in life? What could you have done differently?

Hm... Honestly, I don't know. Nothing I regret doing now.

What song was stuck in your head recently, and what were you doing at the time that made you think of it?

Rolling in the Deep. Nothing in particular, just that one line, "We could've had it all" kept repeating in my head over and over and over.

Describe 5 things you want to see or do before it’s too late.

Hm. See and touch a guy's cock, fall in love at least once, write a life-changing novel, read a life-changing novel, and... feel like I don't have to be guilty about what I want to do with my life.

Write about something you now know that you wish you knew earlier in life. How could this knowledge have helped you?

Daniel Law. GL finding him.

Write about your greatest fear.

Going back to my suicide phase, because this time, I think I would actually do it.

Name one thing you feel brings out the good in people.

Honesty.

Describe a time in your life when everything turned out fine, despite the odds.

Suicide phase.

If you invented a device that could fix one problem you are facing right now, would you use it? What problem would you like to solve?

Yes, my meaning in life.

Write about the last time you spoke to your best friend. What did you talk about?

I don't have a best friend.

Describe a time you felt alone.

Last night and this morning.

Name something you found; what was it and where did you find it?

A penny, somewhere in front of my house.

What’s on your calendar for tomorrow?

School. Nothing else.

What is the most annoying sound you have ever heard?

This buzzing sound I can't replicate, nails on chalk, metal against metal and metal against glass, and water dripping.

Describe your first job.

Haven't had one yet.

What is the one thing you cannot live without?

My heart.

Quote the nicest thing anyone has ever said about you.

"You are a beautiful, strong... (couldn't find the words to describe) girl."

Are you afraid of the dark? Why or why not?

Yes, reminds me of horror movies and my suicide phase.

Describe the longest amount of time you have ever been away from home.

Two weeks.

Write about a recent adventure or travels.

Went to Banff, ate yumz ice cream... got to refresh my mind about what Banff and the mountains there looks like.

Who did you idolize growing up?

No one.

Name a celebrity or famous person you wish would take you out on a date.

...No one. I don't think any one of them would be compatible with me.

Describe your daily routine when you get out of bed in the morning.

Wake up, open eyes, goes to washroom, brush teeth, rinse face, find clothes, fix hair, eat breakfast (even if I'm late).

What was the longest amount of time you have spent waiting on line for something? What
was it, and was it worth the wait?

Half an hour, for an amusement park ride.

Name one thing you have always been good at doing.

Reading? I don't know.

What is your favorite season, and why?

Don't have one. I hate changing weather. LOL

What was the title of the last book you read?

Oh god. You mean like, REAL PAPER book or ONLINE book? Real paper would probably be... Macbeth, if we're talking literally. It was for school. Willingly, Artemis Fowl, the one before the Atlantis Complex. Um, online would probably be Reflections of a Lonely Emo Cowboy: book 2.

List your biggest regrets.

-getting caught stealing
-hoping so hard to die that my mom and my brother were almost hurt
-not doing something for the danger just to feel alive

Have you ever seen a ghost?

No, but I believe I've been haunted before.

Describe your note-taking style and habits.

Shortened sentences and only main points. Not really easy to understand, just written down for the hell of looking like I'm doing something.

Do you believe that we are all here for a reason? What might the reason be?

Yes, we just have to find the reason. That's the reason why we're here.

What comes to mind when someone uses the phrase prolonging the magic?

I think of sparkles flying through the air. LOL

Have you ever done something just to feel the danger, or to feel alive?

No. I should probably add that as a regret.

What is your favorite cliché?

Don't have one. If I couldn't think of one in five seconds, I don't have one.

What are all your thoughts on god?

Nothing. I don't think about god unless I'm in religion class.

How do rainy days make you feel?

A mix of sadness and utter joy. I take that time to stop my time on the computer and think.

What is the most amount of money you have had at one time?

A thousand or so dollars. In cash, maybe two hundred.

Write a celebrity crush list.

Yamashita Shoon, Hongo Kanata, Jaejoong, Irie Jingi, Yanagi Kotaro, and Sakurada Dori.

What is the most amazing thing you have ever seen, heard, or experienced?

Movies, in that one moment when everything comes crashing into place.

Wait, no, when I almost died in that car crash.

What effect does music have on you?

Entertains me.

What did you learn today? What did you learn yesterday?

I'm not sure? I don't think I learned anything today or yesterday.

What 5 traits do people first notice when they meet you for the first time?

Blunt, honest, warm-hearted, trustworthy, and emotional.

Have you ever carved your name or initials into a tree or stone?

yeah, for some school project.

Democracy, communism, or socialism? Defend your choice.

None. I hate the government.

Does Never Never Land really exist?

...I Peter Pan Syndrome. If it exists, I want to go. Also, anything exists as long as you believe it does.

Where is a great place to get breakfast?

No idea. I don't usually go out for breakfast. I like making my own breakfast.

List 3 things that went right (or wrong) today.

This entry has been continued from yesterday, so today, right things: played great at flag football, didn't think my chem teacher was hot, wasn't bored to death in any of my classes and handed in my English assignment. Wrong: did horrible on chem quiz and assignment, weirded out my gr. 10 chem classmate (I don't know if that was wrong), got more mosquito bites.

Also, there's this really cool old guy who knows how to skateboard and do javelin. I've seen him twice while in my gym class. I bet he was super hot when he was younger.

What is the best method of travel, and in what ways have you traveled?

PLANE. NO SHIT. I've traveled by walking, driving, but PLANE beats them all. If I could fly to every single place, I would shoot the environment to shit, but it would be SO FUCKING COOL.

If you could tell the world just one thing, what would it be?

FUCK YOU ALL.

What were your best and worst subjects in school or college?

I'm still in school. Right now, everything. I hate school.

Describe the most outrageous thing anyone has dared you to do.

No idea. I don't play truth or dare and take it seriously. I was dared to hit on the wall, like flirt (I tried actually hitting it. They didn't count it D:).

Ice cream: chocolate, vanilla, or strawberry?

ALL OF THE ABOVE. JK. I hate strawberry. Chocolate and vanilla and cookies and creme, but not cookie dough.

What historical events happened the year you were born?

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. THE GUY WHO WENT TO SPACE DIED ON MY BIRTHDAY. I don't even know WTF he did to be noted, but he died on my birthday. That's all I care.

Pick up a random object that has special meaning to you and describe it in as much detail
as possible.

Uh. Nothing? I don't hold material things as important. If I was to grab one thing if there was a fire, it would be my book bag, because my wallet, phone, iPod, and stationary are in there.

Write about a recent visit to a museum or art gallery.

...THAT'S SO LONG AGO. HOW THE HELL WOULD I REMEMBER?!

What food items do you consider staples in a well-balanced diet?

VEGETABLES. I don't know. I don't have a well-balanced diet. I eat whatever the hell is given.

Describe your feelings in regards to an issue in todays society, and what would be done to fix it.

SKIP. I couldn't care less about Society. It's all one big POC.

If you had only one wish, what would you wish for?

Happiness. What else?

If you could tell the world just one thing, what would you say?

DOUBLE QUESTION.

Share a dirty little secret about yourself (or someone else).

Hm... I HAVE AN EIGHT INCH COCK. :D

Oh, and I want to touch a guy's cock.

Name a time when you broke a rule or law. Did you get caught, or did you get away with it?

RECENTLY. I stolez stuffz from Wal-Mart. I got away with it, but until this month is over, I'm not thinking of taking anything.

Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

HELL NO.

Name something you would like to devote more time to seeing or doing.

Enjoying life.

What is the name of your favorite book, magazine, or publication?

OH DAMN. That is ONE hard question. Oh jeeze. Um, I don't think I have a favourite book. I pretty much loved all the books I read as a child, but I suck at following plot lines and going, "Oh this happened in this book." So if there ever is a book that I can go, "Yeah, that happened here." Then... you know.

Describe your first car.

Haven't had one, but the first car I remember being in was the black Volvo that I hated sitting in during the summer. My ass did not like the scorching leather.

Thunderstorms… Inspiring or scary

Beautiful. Also, hilarious as hell when you're with a friend who is scared of them.