What is Beautiful?

Taken by: Umi
Please do not steal, thanks.

Yesterday was tons of fun. I'm glad we had that break.

I'm glad I chose to spend it with Nina and Micho. Even though I was high on caffeine. ahahhaha

I'm glad for that.

I need another escape, but I'm okay. I'll be just fine.

I used to think pretty girls shouldn't cry. Nina's always being told she's pretty, and she really doesn't know how to be ugly.

Which is why I couldn't help her.

I used to not understand why people would call Micho cute. He's a young man, of course he can't be cute. He swears excessively and I even have a video that says he'll rape you.

Which is why he's adorable.

Yesterday really showed me that it doesn't matter if you're ugly, pretty, or a man. Everyone has their cute, innocent side that feels happiness as heavily as sadness.

I felt like, for a long time, that we've all gone numb. That there's nothing in this world worth living for anymore. We've all lost it along the way. We've lost feeling.

But that's not true.

Even if it's only fleeting moments, I feel. Anger. Sadness.

Love. Happiness.

I hate getting angry. I hate being excessively sad.

I don't know what it's like to love someone who isn't family, or even that. I don't know what it's like to be happy all the time.

But that doesn't matter. If you show every single part of you, honestly, to at least one person, that person will love you.

Will think you're beautiful.
Will honestly, truly, whole-heartedly accept you.

And I think honesty is the best thing,
And acceptance is the next.

海