So how are you?

zns
by Hage @Pixiv

Everything that's holding me together is falling apart.

I'm thinking about my death again.

Suddenly I realized the only way to prevent my own death is to stop thinking about it.

But I'm not any better than I was three years ago, and I don't feel like I've changed at all.

I should've done something different before I wasted all this time.

I shouldn't have wasted all this time.

But I can't stop.

It'll stop when it wants.