A lot of rambling and half-truths and half-omissions. Warning: there are real names used here. :c I'm trying to be as honest as possible, it's not really working. I'm still upset, and confused, and sick of myself. My head is spinning, spinning, spinning.
P.S. Can you tell I'm trying not to get upset while talking, but I'm actually already upset, but I'm still trying not to feel upset? My whole life story.