Changes.

ほぼサフィール集 by G.G.Mountain @Pixiv
One Kiss - Jaejoong
To be honest, I don't really have anything to talk about.

So far this year has started off good. Not great, not spectacular, but I'm more satisfied than I've been in a very long time. So I don't have any complaints.

 I'm scared, but then again, I'm always scared.

 I feel like I'm always missing something. Like I'm looking at something, and it's happening, and it's so close, but I'm missing it.

 I had a dream recently about entering a classroom, and I knew where the classroom was, but every time I went towards it, I would realize I had already stepped into the wrong classroom.

This kept happening. I would walk towards my classroom, but as soon as I looked away, I was walking into the wrong class.

When I step out to correct myself, I would find myself once again walking down the hallway and going into the wrong class.

 When I looked up the meaning of what classrooms meant in dreams, the dictionary told me that classrooms signify that I'm learning something new in my life and I'm moving forward. So what does it mean when I've walked into the wrong classroom? Does that mean I'm not learning what I'm supposed to be learning? Am I getting something wrong?

 Maybe this explains why I feel like I'm missing something.

  There shouldn't be anything missing though. Shouldn't be anything missing.
Shouldn't be anyone to miss.
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