I'm tired.

I'm tired of living on pennies and nickels and dimes.

I'm tired of swimming the ocean for hours to find pockets of air.

I'm tired of living in water that's either too hot or too cold, and feeling sick and clammy.

I'm tired of being sick and clammy and cold and boiling in my own skin.

I'm sorry, but I don't know what for.

What am I holding onto?

I don't know.



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